|
A frustrating day. I'm on SSDI because of a mental illness that prevents me from being able to work. I take a lot of medication because I need to. I hate it, but the truth is that doesn't take much stress for me to completely fall apart. 58 years of carrying this burden has weakened me in many ways. A few people know of my situation, so please!! Respect my boundaries! Don't expect me to "make an exception" for you because you are special and demand that I help you out beyond what I can reasonably do. Despite many years of trying I cannot get my husband, for example, to respect my limitations. Enough is too much. Please don't make me feel like I'm failing...I'm already beating the shite out of myself as it is...and working hard in therapy to learn NOT to! Ugggghhh (this is most definitely NOT about anyone here).
Due to completely coming unglued this afternoon I fell asleep and missed the chat I've been waiting for all week.
__________________
|