Very up and down through this divorce process. It's been emotionally upsetting and very draining, eye opening and also freeing at the same time. I DO see the light at the end of the tunnel though, and on some days, I feel far better and far happier. That gives me hope. As far as coping? Eh. On the bad days I am drinking too much and then sending angry texts to my abusive soon to be ex husband. I'm not proud of myself for these moments where I slip downwards.