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Originally Posted by StressedMess
 That's really scary, but you're doing a good job reaching out to your support network and staying safe. I've never had delusions but does it help to remind yourself that the demon isn't real? I know you're by yourself, but if anyone else was around, they wouldn't be able to see or hear it. Best wishes for you Kit, you are so kind and helpful here, I hope you get the same feeling from us. |
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StressedMess 
Because of my religious background it doesn't really help for me to tell myself that the demon isn't real because I do believe in demons (and their counterparts angels) so it's hard to know if it is a delusion, a hallucination, or real. That is where talking to my Pastor's wife is helpful. Pastor T would probably be helpful here too but he is just so intense on the socialization thing that I can't work with him. I might email him though and get his opinion.
I work by myself today (today it is just one person---me in the office---and one person in the machine shop! Two people running the whole show! Gasp! It might make me open to suggestability because no one is here. I might play some music today or something.
Thanks so much for your kindness. Happy New Year to you!