I lost my mom jan 9th 2008 unexpectedly and i too feel lost and distracted is another word i would choose. i talk to her most nights hoping she will give me a sign she is watching over me still being my rock my guidance ,nothing yet though!!!!! just remembering the last time we spoke and wishing she would take this pain away in my heart that seems rooted. I am sorry for your loss and hugs to you.

love blue