I have been on some form of anti depressant for years. Pretty much tried them all. 40mg of Aropax for many years. I felt so good that I stopped taking them. I kinda hit the deck about 8 months later. Then it stopped working. Sinequan was the very first one. That didnt work. Honestly I have been on so many medications that I cant remember all the names. I am currently on 60mg of Lovan which is okay at the moment.
There are so many anti depressants on the market. Many of them have side effects that may or may not affect you. There is only one way to find out what works for you is to see what the doctor prescribes you. You do not need to limit yourself to medications. There is CBT therapy or TMS (Transcranial Magentic Stimulation). DBT is also a therapy that kind of gives CBT a practical framework. Real life Skills. Good Luck.