The depression has gone from severe to mild again so that’s good. managed to stay up till midnight, so did my son. Suffered through Jennifer Lopez. I felt absolutely no excitement whatsoever. No joy nothing. But whatever.

The intense nausea I had at the end of the summer has returned. Every time I eat I have to sit there and hope I don’t throw up. I am for sure not pregnant so idk what it is. Everyone says to get my gallbladder checked but I don’t have any PTO so it’ll have to wait as the specialist is only open until 4:30. RS is getting me some fresh fruit and yogurt for breakfast so I’m hoping that won’t be as bad.

Lots of cleaning still to be done that I couldn’t do bc of depression. Ugh. Happy new year, right???