I was able to take my Geodon this morning and fall back asleep for a couple hours. Which helped a ton and I woke up later than normal feeling refreshed. I got an Irish cream cold brew from Starbucks and I had a cup of Lipton blue fruit black tea. The tea reminds me of my therapist because I got it in February of last year and I was drinking a lot of it when I was struggling real hard and she was helping me out a lot and I was still seeing her in person. I drink it when I miss her. I’m hoping to get back into therapy not this coming week but the next week. But today I feel good and am doing good.

My stimulus check came in today. Its enough to pay off my credit cards and I’ll need my Geodon this month that’s $89 for a 2 month supply. Then I got some weight loss shakes from Sams Club. I don’t get people who blow their stimulus checks on stuff they don’t need or won’t be helpful to them. I’ve seen some crazy stuff people have bought with their checks.