i had a pretty lame day.

I miss my dad so much.
It’s not fair.
Everything is making me think about him today.
I am in tears right now because it really sucks.
I wish I still had him.

Today Mrs. Crispin came into our history class and had us make posters to hang out side for her husband. He is coming home from Iraq tomorrow. I wish my dad was coming home. Then I was thinking about it and even if he were to be coming home I still wouldn’t get to see him anyway. He lives too far away. I hate it. Why did they have to get divorced? It is my step fathers entire fault. It is all Johns fault.

Then today in sociology we were talking about divorce. He was saying how kids from divorced families are messed up normally because they blame themselves and their home lives are usually more difficult.

I hate this. I just want my dad to hug me and tell me he loves me.

People who have both their parents don’t realize how lucky they are.
They have no clue what a blessing that is.
How much that changes things.
Let me ask you this, could you imagine not having both your parents?

It sucks.

Oh and I got called a s*** and a c*** today.
Goal points for me…
I’m so disgusting.

anyway i look silly because my eye liner and mascara are all down my checks.