You are a very good, nice, caring person. The car incident symbolizes the deeper feelings of love, devotion, and grief for you.

You said you hadn’t done title work on the car and now have to pay to tow it to a junkyard. Are you sure doing that now is what you have to do about the car? Are you planning to pay to junk it out of being a nice person or because you (not the owner of the car) have to?