I'm a little sad and lonely tonight. I couldn't sleep. I've been trying to find things to do until I get tired. It's just too quiet. I really wish I had someone to talk to. I was hoping to hear from my half-sister this weekend, but I don't think she will call. I saw something the other day on TikTok that is influencing me. It said, "Never beg for anyone to give you time. If they wanted to they would." So if my sister cared, she would call. I've reached out to her enough already. Same with my sister C. Same with all the friends who once spoke to me but then disappeared. They were never really my friends, to begin with.