I hear ya... There's a term-- pandemic fatigue-- from which I think a lot of people are suffering right now. My sis is in the UK, and she's told me how bad it is, so you have my full sympathies. Unfortunately, it's something none of us have any control over. We all just have to learn to deal with it, which I know isn't much help, but it's true. Have you considered taking up a new hobby or learning a new skill? Is there any way you could set up a routine time to chat online with friends? It's a tough time for everyone, but the trick, I've found, is just taking it one day at a time.