You're welcome. So sorry you are struggling even with the medication. I know I am lucky that my meds pull me out of depression but I still have to stay aware of it. No need to be specific about your circumstances but has life thrown you a curveball or multiple curveballs? Sometimes I think that meds just can't cure all of our sadness. Some things in this life are sad or hard. If you are dealing with stressful things, I hope they get better.