I'm sorry you have to go through all this.

It hardly seems fair at all.

I don't know if this helps, but sublingually is faster and might be something to consider, and caffeine is a quick delivery system (that's why they use it in excedrin), and a stomach that is not too acid (not so good), as that effects also.

So, taking something like protronics for stomach, drinking a cup of coffee, and taking yucky medicines under the tongue, and getting extra sleep in between doses until your system catches back up - oh, and for the emotional trauma, keep posting or watch funny films, nothing triggering, or epics, if you like. Bios are cool too.

I hope this passes.

Can your Dr. prescribe attivan while your system is upset and your anxiety is evident?

Please watch funny shows, watch quality stuff, take baths, look at the depression basket thread, and maybe, just maybe tomorrow will be better!

Try and get a temp. relaxation medicine meanwhile.
also, try www.relaxationforum.com - they have a wonderful meditation video that I almost guarantee will make you feel better - a bit anyway. try it on it's open page.

take care,
night