I am going to be sick - literally.

I am now talking on a forum on Facebook for narcissistic abuse - the only reason why my husband wants me back is so he can torture me for leaving him, paint me into being the abuser and the crazy one, and then discard me on HIS terms. That's the only reason - I knew something had to be WAY off. I have been SO mean to him over the last month - who in their RIGHT MIND would want me back given how I've been reacting to him? Only a true narcissist who wants revenge and power over me.

I am going to go puke now.

This is SO beyond my ability to comprehend. I am sooo not like this myself. Normally, sans abuse, I treat all people with kindness, caring and respect. This behavior is so beyond my comprehension.