She lives in a foreign country – I have spent about a year of my life in this country with her but miss family and friends at home.
She is insecure because I have lied twice – firstly was shortly after I met her when I just saw her as another girl, the second about 6 months ago when I was flustered, although she sees this as a flat out lie also.
Also, the first 6 months of knowing each other I did not want to commit and kept sleeping around – she has trauma from this. When I did commit 2 years ago I have been perfectly loyal.
She was cheated on by 2 previous boyfriends also.