Trapped

It's very hard to diagnose yourself, it definitely takes a prof. to figure out all the details and sum it up to what fits you. If you feel something is not right then go above your mother. If your a youngster then go a school nurse or talk to people, see what you can find. There are hot lines and stuff.

I hope you find what you are looking for, just keep us posted and we'll help you with what you can.

Welcome to PC by the way!