sometimes it catches me so off guard it stuns me and i cant react i need to let the shock wear off 1st
sometimes im off in my mind so it goes into ""que line" and i catch up with it when i get to it..
sometimes i gotta force myself to just walk away.. just stop right because if not this will turn real ugly real fast .
sometimes i need to gather myself real good and rehash this and go back and speak my peace to them, about it later...
and sometimes i blurt it all right then and there