I just got back from T. My pdoc said that my symptoms (blackouts, during which I act like a different person) are dissociative. And that to treat that, we are going to up the dose of Risperdal to 4 mg.

As far as I know, dissociative symptoms do not go away with medication. I've been on medication for ages, and I had this stuff long before I was on any kind of meds.

She knows all this.

I think it's pretty obvious it's DID, or at least some form of it. Well, maybe not obvious but if I was them, I would be suspicious and start investigating.

Am I missing something here? My EEG was ok. Should it have shown some type of activity? I didn't switch during it. I was protecting the younger ones because they were afraid of being electricuted to death. Should it have shown I was talking inside my head to the youngins?

Am I just psychotic, crazy, imagining all this?

"How can you talk if you haven't got a brain?"

Gee, I'm clueless. Please help. Even if it's just "Yes, you are crazy". It would make me feel better. I'm so clueless.

EDIT: thought this might be triggering -> added the icon.