So Sorry this is happening! yellow_fleurs already gave you some excellent advice. Try to write down the things that you are normalizing or not acknowledging as much as they should somewhere so that you will Hopefully start to recognize this process and perhaps even potentially discuss it with your therapist during your sessions, if you truly want. Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @Miguel'smom, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!