Dear here today,
I hope you will keep posting. Your story is very interesting to me. Although we are very different, reading your account helps me on a very visceral level with my own struggles, sorrow and grief. If I had the knowledge, experience and insight to be helpful to you, I certainly would, but I really lack that kind of wisdom. My English is not very good but I think I understood you to say that these Forums have helped you a bit. Am I mistaken? Sometimes one wants to say something helpful to someone else but the ideas and words are just not there. I really hope that somehow . . . someway . . . that your situation improves. You have been through so much in your long life and I think you have a lot of share.
Sincerely yours, Yao Wen