Dear ACQPL,

People like you inspire me so much and it is heartbreaking that things are going south in your life. I think you are such a noble and heroic person and I am so very, very sorry things are not working out well. Wish I knew what to say that would help. I worked in an emergency service capacity once and I can understand so much of what you write about and from bitter personal experience. I don't think I could ever be content as a human being if I wasn't involved in helping people. Sadly just wanting to help isn't always helpful.
My English is not very good so I probably am not communicating with you very well. I do want to say that my heart goes out to you!

Sincerely yours, Yao Wen