Hey, all. Thanks for humouring me in that I rarely stop by lately except to report on struggles I'm having. The most recent and ongoing is the computer which crashes many times a day.

Aside from that - I had ECT yesterday and admitted to my doc that I hadn't been doing well. She suggested a brief, intensive series of three treatments over the course of a week. We're going to talk on Friday about how I'm doing after Monday's treatment. So I face the decision of going inpatient for the series however brief it may be since I live two hours from the hospital and would have a tough time arranging rides. It would also be hard on my wife with me gone for those days. I don't know what to do. I can't make decisions.