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Old Jan 06, 2021, 09:12 PM
The_little_didgee The_little_didgee is offline
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I have wondered about so much: Was it 'Dysthymic disorder, 'Cyclothymic disorder', 'Anxiety disorder' or whatever? Could it be a personality disorder? I didn't find a personality disorder that seemed fit. What about "food disorders"? I have heard about Major Depressive Disorder with Atypical features.
I definitely relate. There was a time when I wondered if I was personality disordered and was making my illness up for attention.

None of my past depressions ever fit the typical description of the illness. When I get depressed, I sleep a lot, get very irritable and teary. Everything I do requires a lot of effort, because my body tends to feel very heavy. - I suspect my anxiety disorder also contributes to the exhaustion I feel.

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It is the tendency to cheer up with regard to good news (something joyful happening) that has made me more and more interested in this diagnose (the atypical).
This is true for all my periods of depression.

About 4 weeks ago I was feeling suicidal (which is not normal for me) because of my situation. I felt trapped and didn't see any options, until my friend told me, I could reside at his place while I re-establish myself in the city, I left to attend college. He stated that I must have a job. It helped me feel hopeful about the future.

His offer eased my suicidal thoughts but hasn't done much to improve the irritability and sadness or whatever that emotion is.
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