hello, i just registered because i cannot find anyone i can talk to ..
my life just turned upside down ,
I'm a father for 2 kids ..
last year a big conflict happened between my wife and my parents ..

my parents asked me and threatened me so many times to divorce her but i couldn't do it because simply i love her..
i decided to travel abroad , i sent my wife and kids to another country to live with her parents and i travelled to another country where i found a new job ..
Literally i was shocked !!
the salary is half of what we agreed on and the work field is totally new to me i cannot adapt . Career shifting is so dreadful , i tried to read books and i took courses to broaden my knowledge but im unable to adjust and i find it extremely difficult to get along with the work field that i have zero experience in .. i told my wife that we should go back due to my work situation she refused and threatened me to file a divorce .. i tried all means necessary to convince her but all went in vain .. i cannot bring my family because the cost of living where i work is too expensive .. it's been a year now ,, i lost 20 kilograms of weight and i cant get enough sleep due to stress and extreme depression .. i'm thinking about ending my life but it's not an easy attempt since i think about my children most of the time ......
my wife doesnt understand what im facing and she keeps blaming my parents .. and the career shifting is killing me !