So Sorry you're feeling lonely! i am sure manuy can relate to that feeling of being a stranger in your own land. Are there any clubs or activities near you that may help you to know some more people with similar interests? In any case, even though i know it is not the same thing, we are here to provide Support. So Sorry if the forum doesn't seem that much active but the door is always open when you need it anyway. Feel free to post around. Sending many Safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @The_little_didgee, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!