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I had an appt. with my pdoc yesterday and I'm not pleased with how I'm handling my appointments with her recently. I can't seem to communicate some concerns to her. Even if I write them down I freeze, lose my assertiveness. She repeatedly says I'm "already on so much medication" and wants to leave it all alone. It's true that I'm quite stable. I don't know. Maybe she's correct, maybe I'm as good as I can be with regard to meds. The meds I'm on, though, are all sedating. I'm so drained from feeling like sleeping all the time and being zoned out while I'm awake. I don't want to add any medication, I only would like to be more alive and awake - without experiencing an abnormal amount of anxiety.
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