Hi, it's been a while since i've been here, but today my mum went psycho yet again, attacking me with words, about how disgusting, filthy I am, as I'm a long-term unemployed, loser etc. It was so awful, she said the most horrible things. Then finally I tried to fight back and she swung at me. I dodged but then she went full-on psycho and tried to attack me with one of her crutches

She did that thing where she attacks everything about you, called me a devil-worshipper for wearing black, and was trying to meditate and do her spiritual-religious enlightened-soul/chosen one stuff while screaming obscenities at me.

The physical stuff was really triggering coz that's my dad's m.o. so...
yea anyway I needed to vent.

For anyone who has those parents that are loved by the extended family, friends, neighbours, community, do good charitable work, are religious & good people and 'can do no wrong' ...but abuse you behind closed doors & no one will ever know... I'm sure you will be able to relate