I don't care any more that they judge me (irl).... frankly they are such morons that their opinions are completely worthless..

Now if they would generously give me 5 minutes of their time..

Maybe I would be able to dazzle them with my social skills (sorry about the sarcasm... they are just so BORING over here and I do not think I ''should'' deny MY truth, that would be being a ''victim''_

It's hard to be assertive when they do not or cannot listen, for whatever reason. You have my empathy