I've been sober from alcohol for years, now. That was my drug of choice. The crap keeps popping up in my brain. To just start again because life is a huge mess, anyways. When I write down this craving here, in words...I see how idiotic the reason to drink sounds. If I picked up again, it would be strong booze. See, why do I keep doing this....I need to protect my sobriety.
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