Dear prettymccute,
How utterly tragic and heartbreaking! I don't know if I could handle the loss of a child especially one I raised for so many, many years. My heart just goes out to you. I wish I knew what to say that would be helpful but I feel that anything I could say would be trivial and empty compared to the loss you suffered and are still suffering. What a life changing and tragic, tragic situation! Please forgive my poverty of expression. My deepest condolences to you!
Sincerely yours, Yao Wen