Today I really had to pee. And I went and I was literally straining to go. Like it was really hard. That’s never happened before. So I don’t know. Maybe I do need to see a medical doctor.

I feel ok today. My anxiety is better and I actually ate dinner last night. I didn’t sleep the greatest but I slept in shifts so I got enough sleep.

My very aspegers brother just said to me “you need to get a razor because your face is hard to look at.”

I know he wasn’t trying to be a jerk but it was kind of hurtful because I’m dealing with some dysphoria today regarding the hair on my head and just general dysphoria. My mom is going to cut my hair today so hopefully that helps. But my facial hair makes me really feel like a guy and I like it so his comment bothered me.

But today I feel better then I did yesterday. A lot better.