The final decision is ultimately up to you. If you REALLY don't feel like doing it then i think it is best to be Honest from the start and tell him that you're not in the mood right now at least. However, if you feel like you've got nothing to lose by trying then i agree with MisterPaul about giving it a shot. Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @xRavenx, your Family, your Friends, these guys you're meeting and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!