Haven't checked in in awhile. Was so far behind I had to skip some. I've been upset and anxious and angry with things that were and are going on. I did a LOT of stress cleaning etc on Wednesday. But I don't want to talk about it. My life's a bit of a jumble. Formerly ex-bf has been back in my life for quite some time now and wants to get a place. Though I love where I currently live and the people here, I have become increasingly uncomfortable with ... our political differences (mine/the household's). Though we do not discuss politics (it's kind of a "rule", still, one knows what's up), it weighs on me VERY heavily. Especially now. Between this, and covid, it looks like I'm going to do it, with reservations. And conditions.

Long/short, I'm stressed out. But I have been playing the youtube rain (and sometimes fan) sounds for sleep and relaxation to help.

I did some scanning and wanted to send some extra hugs @Daonnachd, @wildflowerchild, @whatever, @Soupe du jour (OMG!! ) and @jennifer67. Everyone though, really. Pretty sure we could all use some extra hugs 'round about now...