Dear AzulOscuro,

So sorry about the loss of your father three years ago. I lost mine awhile back.

I think the thoughts you express in your post are very understandable. Life involves so much complexity that so often it is hard to sort out. Even when we think we have sorted it out we find that so much that is mysterious remains. I struggle with many of the things you mentioned in your post and so I can really identify with you. Thanks for sharing!

Sincerely yours, Yao Wen