I'm heading for another breakdown. I can't deal with the isolation anymore. Finding it hard to motivate myself to do anything at all.

Feel like the world has forgotten about me. I sent a happy new year message to a former co worker and never got an answer. Another former co worker I was hoping to remain friends with also no longer keeps in touch. It's always me texting. Sometimes I get an answer, sometimes I don't. The one person at my new job who I "talked" to the most is leaving for another department next month.

I'm trying to work on my self confidence and self acceptance but the loneliness is killing me. And everyone abandoning me doesn't exactly make me feel very worthy :/