The pdoc's office is calling me once a day to check up on me after my paranoia episode. They called today around 3 and woke me up. I was having one of my dream and dream and sleep and sleep episodes. I hate sleeping the day away like that but the dreams just keep coming. I told them everything was alright. They asked what had I been doing all day. Rather than say "sleeping" I just said "The usual". I guess I was just saying anything to get off the phone. Right now, I'm laying on the couch under the blanket that my mom made me, legs around a couch pillow and more couch pillows behind my head. It is quite comfortable. I hope I can sleep tonight. All Creatures Great and Small comes on tonight at 9- first episode of the first season of a brand new series. Check it out if you're a fan of the books or the old tv show. Now I feel guilty for sleeping so long. Now it's almost dark. I had a microwave pasta dish for lunch. I could make chicken wings later but I've been having those a lot recently. Still not sure if my thoughts are gone. My paranoid/intrusive thoughts. I still have lingering feelings that it's all true.