Same The girl I live with cut her arm and @ the dinner table she refused to eat any dinner and sat on the chair calling the local takeaway and with her hood up?? I think that when I purge I want to go to hospital but Im not sure what to say to them The last time I vomited was yesterday and Im still fighting bulimia at the moment. Im keeping myself busy and treating myself to a nice bar of chocolate and eating enough without forcing myself to vomit it all down the toilet. I wish i was a size 4 but after awhile its better to keep myself away from the hurt and which I mean vomiting hurt = emotional hurt = Vomiting down the toilet with tears in my eyes from vomiting. Its not that Im fat or anything its just a moment where I do tend to go crazy maybe even desperate to have a bed in the hospital. Keep holding on!!!!