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LVNerdygirl
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Member Since: Dec 2020
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Default Jan 11, 2021 at 02:37 PM
 
My spouse and I have had our ups and downs the last three years. We have been married 15 years total (16 in two months) Recently right after Christmas after disappearing for almost two months my spouse reached out. He told me he was transitioning into a woman and wanted to stop missing life with our family. We have four kids and I have always been very open because I want him involved. He has spent years dealing with self loathing and causing damage but I knew that was not him and was always willing to allow a relationship with children. We talked and finally decided to just introduce the new daddy. Older two got talked to and understood. Younger two acted no different daddy was home. We found we very much still had feelings for each other. I only saw the happy person I married guy or girl did not matter I saw the beautiful soul I fell in love with. Things have been great but both of us are guarded. I fear I won't be what she wants and she will leave me because I am only comfort. I feel she is afraid of hardships I may go through due to her transition or that I may reject her for a "man"
We are both going blind and I am trying my best to be supportive. Hormones and counseling are on hold due to medical. It is alot of ups and downs. Our groups are on hold due to covid so I can't attend meetings and she can't attend meetings. She was going to meetings and got covid from attending. She reached out after her quarrintine. She spends most days and quite a few nights here. Talks about the future then back pedals and says she doesn't want to commit to me. Please I need support. Family on both sides is not great, not flat out rejecting but not helpful either.
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