Honestly, things had not panned out the way I had hoped.

My 3 year relationship ended just when we were looking to get our own place, now I feel stuck wondering if I can do it on my own.

It’s been over two and a half years since I self harmed, and honestly I don’t think I can hold out much longer. My ex was a big factor in me stopping.

My depression is intense right now. Every day I wake up, and I feel truly awful. And it is so hard to keep going. What is the meaning? The reason? When it all just feels wrong.

I’m on a slippery slope to nowhere good, and I don’t know how to get off.