I watched a movie today about a very emotionally unstable woman chasing a married man. I am not chasing a married man or any man, but I began to feel like I could relate to this woman in the movie who was pretty unglued.

I feel I am becoming a bit crazy - not just a bit, but full on crazy. Everything has gotten to me and my mental health is deteriorating. I am not well. I am not suicidal, I don't feel extremely depressed because I am still functioning and am getting stuff done - I feel unglued and not like myself. I feel unsteady on my feet.

My husband's hoovering behavior is contributing to my state and to my deteriorated mental health. I want to believe him, but I cannot. I wish I could trust him, but I cannot. His words are all just pure manipulation and poison. His hoovering right now is pure manipulation and poison. It's making me feel really unstable within myself.