I'm going to see the pulmonologist today, not about corona virus. I've been sick so much at work I don't know if they know what to do with me. Still hopeful for my artwork, but my desk is a mess and I still need to make my boyfriend his Christmas present. Pulling yourself up by your bootstraps is hard, when your boss can't seem to do it. I'm supported by disability, so I'm not worried about rent. I just want to do more with my life than collect disability and I can't even seem to keep up with volunteer work or hobbies sometimes. I've been playing chess and watching movies with my boyfriend and doing these posts, so I guess that has to be good enough.