I feel anxious right now. I took my morning Geodon at 1AM to help with sleep and I have an anxiety provoking appointment tomorrow. I took half of my night meds early. They seem to help. My dysphoria has gotten better because yesterday everyone was calling me him/he. So I think that means I’m passing. I’m not a big person and I had the top surgery done and I dress in a way that makes me think I pass. So I’m hoping everything keeps going this way.