Hi Sweetie,
If you could get your brain to do what you wanted it to do whenever you wanted, you'd put every T and psych in the world out of business. I wish I could do the same thing -- exert complete control over my brain -- for both our sakes. Unfortunately, past pain seems to cling to us like a kingdom of barnacles on the side of a humpback whale. That's why we need each other. We can't scrape the barnacles away, but we can hold each other until the pain subsides, at least temporarily. I wish this could be a real hug instead of a cyber one, luv, (((((((((((Angel Girl))))))))))), but it's the best I can do for the moment. But remember: this moment will pass, and someday soon, I hope, flesh and warmth will replace this electronic embrace. Love and tickles, Cheshire Cat