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Originally Posted by Fuzzybear
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Thank you
You're right. It is meaningless in the deeper scheme of things
and these people aren't really 'superior'
I've done a lot of thinking over the years about this classic CPTSD symptom of abandoning oneself when under stress. It's really one of the worst feelings in the world. Someone attacks or humiliates me, and I take their side! I agree with them, whole-heartedly! My only thoughts (sweating, and in a blind panic by now) are about how I can make them like or respect me again!
That's what I 'am'.
That's how my body and mind will always want to react!
This leads to a great, deep and awful shame