I am so sick of myself, and I'm really angry at myself for being such an idiot. I want to be pretty, and be able to wear shorts, and not have to wear long sleeves every day. I want to be able to feel comfortable with myself, and not be ashamed every time I look at myself and my body. This makes it that much harder for me to fit in, and I actually get mad because everyone else can wear summer clothes and I can't.