Hi Cool.
I think calling Pdoc would be a good idea. He might be able to augment the meds that you are on or something to help you through this difficulty. Going inpatient is a hard choice. It would give you a rest for a couple of days but then when you come out you still have to face what you just had a rest from. Would the rest help? Could you just take off a couple of days from work and rest at home and get the same benefit? I'm a little biased against hospitals since my hospitalization last year. I would do just about anything to not go in one again. I doubt your wife would be able to visit right now due to Covid. Maybe see what happens after you talk to T on Friday and maybe call your Pdoc and see what he has to say. You're in a hard spot. Keep writing here. You are being heard. HUGS Kit