Thank u, @SlumberKitty for your reply. I don't see any point in time that I will be able to afford help from Dr. I looked into fee mental help in USA where I live. I can talk back to the 2 voices, yes. I really believe its good & evil battling for my soul. The evil voice that tells me to go ahead & do a very dangerous, risky act involving myself, has literally almost killed me. I would get physically hurt & could've been killed. Many times, throughout my life. Its actually frightening & people are shocked at my reckless behavior. I'm used to it, cuz I've always been this way, from a young age. Teachers told my parents to get me help. My parents never did. They were both mentally ill & deep in their own addictions. Yes, I've always wondered if I had schizophrenia. I've read about the different symptoms. Some I do not have. Right, only a Dr would know, for sure. Thanks again for replying.