Hang in there CL, you are almost there. I look forward to Wednesday's activities to help me get through the work week. There was a time I didn't have those leisure activities planned and was unemployed. I took time away to work on myself but I needed more help than I could provide for myself. Although I did consider inpatient, I decided to push myself to the next check-point. And it has been a rocky road. I look back and question whether I could have been in a different place had I taken the time I needed then…. Maybe I could be fully healed by now, or maybe I would have been patched up better. Or maybe what is getting me down is not something I am ready to face. But I will keep working towards my goals one day at a time. I wish you the best in whatever you decide to do.