@Open Eyes I didn’t do much to feel vulnerable because that wasn’t my goal. I focused on “successful socializing” with people. I used to be either awkward or just weird since my mindset is just “different” because of my injury. I tried to learn how to have a good time without acting. I did incredibly well but opening up to others is still something I’d label as “impossible”. I strongly believe that if you stripped me off all the progress I made, you would meet a really strange, traumatized individual as default, and you would reject that person right away. It’s true. I feel it in my soul. I’m not wrong, unfortunately.