I just feel uncomfortable. I feel like I’m pushing boundaries too much with her. Almost uncontrollably. In the one email she replied to today she did mention needing to set boundaries with the emails. Because it was becoming a safety issue. I don’t know what she meant by that. I guess I just misunderstood her in the summer when she said I could email her as much as I want. And I always feel awful after therapy. I missed her a lot the first 2 weeks of IOP but I think I’m getting way too clingy. I also can’t comprehend my move while still seeing her. I thought I’d be needing her to help me through my second surgery, but since I won’t need that right now I don’t know. I feel a ton better mentally and also happier since my weight loss. So I feel like if I just focus on my weight loss and eating healthy instead of constantly being told I have an ED, I’d be ok these next couple months. I just sent her an email about things and she hasn’t replied. I can’t tell if she’s just done or if she maybe felt a bit hurt. I wasn’t mean in the email. But this afternoon I looked at therapists in the area I’m moving to and I found a therapist who is transgender who also works with people with autism. I’m wondering if that’s the next step for me in therapy.